Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde within me, and AI

Why AI was wrong

I was having a chat the other day, with AI, and asked it what the positive and negative aspects of this blog are. Among many suggestions, one was that it suggested that the blog, seems to be focused on the self. Instead of the audience. And it is not representing the search queries of popular search engines like google. And I thought to myself. That is exactly what I wanted. And exactly what I was doing this entire time. I know it is hard to understand for an AI or evaluate in human values. But, as of subjectiveness of the world prevail, I can only write about my own problems, and my own experience. And that would have great relevance to someone else, who has having same or similar problems of their lives. Otherwise, trying to answer your problems without having good insight about it, (As I have not encountered these problems myself) is going to be a waste of time, of yours and mine. I can try research on these and write some garbage which I am not even sure of. Instead, I would stick to writing about my own problems and thoughts, so even a single person who resonate with these ideas would get benefit from it.

Anger

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.

One such problem I have encountered within myself is the concept of Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde . If you haven't read the novel. To the outside world I like to appear Dr. Jekyll. But occasionally a Mr. Hyde would come out. With greed anger and lust. Can I ever be able to stick to Dr. Jekyll in whole life? I can relate this to anyone I meet along the way. When I see someone totally good, appearing to be, I wonder what the Mr. Hyde part of this person is. Obviously, Dr. Jekyll that we meet every day do not show the hideous part of their lives. We can only see them coming out when someone is put to test, against a wall, Infront of a gun. Some might curse, some might retaliate, some might get angry. Some might even kill. For a box of apples, in a time of extreme famine. Agreeing to that fact, makes it easier for me to empathies with others. They are just as selfish and greedy as me. If put to test, the same smiling colleague might even stab me at the back, if that is what it means to survive in a savage world, which fortunately is not there. In this sense, my societal expectations are limited. I do not expect any respect from other human being for any "good" deed I am doing. As, I still am living with Mr. Hyde. Maybe I adore the freedom, Mr. Hyde gives me, although it feels like animalistic.

It is in this sense I wrote a controversial article on medallion fund and rat philosophy. Which you may find interesting.

In conclusion. I can say, the best way to learn about someone else and how to conduct with others, and also the easiest way is to pretend that what would you do in such a situation. You can call this empathy. Empathy is not feeling sad, when someone is sad. It is about agreeing to the fact, they are sad, because the same mechanisms activate inside you. Same goes with anger and rage and even in a criminal mind. It doesn't even mean to be a saint. But human. So, be careful when you deal with Dr. Jekyll and empathies Mr. hide, both within you and others.

What is your Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde doing currently? Or are you just a saint?