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How to overcome guilt - Playing Carrom in alternate universes.
Background: Yesterday, I attended a carrom tournament organized by our co-worker's union. It was a friendly night, with lot of them playing the game against each other. There were no high stakes, while the players were at it, I was just being a spectator. I watched my friends playing. I wouldn't say the pair were better than the opposition, yet they gave a good fight. Three matches were played and they lost two of them, the final one was the most exciting as each of the team
Jan 293 min read


Correct attitude for life - choosing your own suffering
What is a correct attitude for life? After a hard working day, when the physical and mental pain is at its high, you might have tumbled upon this atricle. Maybe just random scrolling in google got you here. So, it is my duty to wast no more time yours. So, when i came across following idea about life, i thought maybe i should proliferate it here in the blog as it sounded fascinating. Consider the following quote. Persuit " The more you pursue feeling better all the time, the
Jan 273 min read


A painfully delightful world.
I am guilty as a convicted criminal, for pleasuring myself from the world. The penalty for this I think would be the death, as I can see more I am attached to the world more difficult it would be to leave the consciousness function. How, can I not eat the sweet apple of creation, when it looks tasty, it smells tasty and it feels tasty with my perfect senses. Have you ever noticed how delightful the world is? It seems to be just being is enough to give us an enormous pleasure
Jan 243 min read


Why's and How's of life.
I agree, life is all about asking questions. If you are about to go somewhere today, you should be asking the question why? Maybe it is to work, maybe it is for travelling. Maybe it is just the day to relax on a couch on Sunday still I suggest you ask the question why? I am sure trying to answer this question will perplex you at some point as nobody seems to know exactly answer to the "Why?" So, we take the easier route of not asking the question and make ourselves busy with
Jan 243 min read


Anxiety and Stress - Modelling
Stress According to Naval Ravikant, stress is the pull between two opposing decisions, creating the mental stress on mind. While physical stress is similar to pressuring an Iron bar from two sides, it might hold as long as its intrinsic strength is not overcome by the force. At some point iron bar is going to be fractured. Similarly minds, stuck within dilemmas, can come out in unhappy places like angry or sad or it might survive the stress leading to another happy occasion.
Jan 243 min read


Counting Apples - philosophy of existence
I am guilty as Jonney, eating sugar. My latest hobby has been reading White Fang to steal words from Jack London and post some stupid philosophy/poetry ideas on serious philosophy groups and watch their reaction and read through comments. As someone suggested it closely resembles masturbation in public. Yet I cannot deny the secret pleasure I am getting from it, maybe even more heightened experience than the former blasphemy. Now, do not ask me "Then magical, what is with cou
Jan 233 min read


Why Learning to be yourself brings best outcomes for life?
Sometimes lessons are learned in hard ways. Although how much we like we are just creatures of universe made up of stardust. So, one lesson If I have learned anything from the past, it would be to be myself, even when it is hard to do so. Maybe you haven't learned that lesson. This article would be just a reminder when you get your turn to learn it by experience. We all are seeds of nature. Literally a tiny cell when it all happened inside a mother's womb. Few months later we
Jan 223 min read


Existential Crisis Duck: Finding Mindfulness in Ordinary Duck Life
It was gradually, over the years the duck realized that it was just a Duck. A duck who thought It could beat them all in any game. A duck who thought if it worked hard, trained hard, spent just few hours up, more than everyone else It would reach the top. And it would be some kind of a golden duck that it would be remembered in the duck community. So, just like all the other ducks, it learned. Spent hours and hours memorizing equations, parts of a duck cell, and chemical comp
Jan 213 min read


A world without Numbers.
After a tired day of working, I chose to go to a nearby temple on a modest hill. Surrounded by taller mountains, the pagoda, was the main attraction of the temple. I could see the treetops, just at my eye level. There was no wind. The highway was nearby, disturbing the silence by noise of cars at discrete intervals. And mind, spontaneously started to count them. One two three four, it looked natural the counting. Hence natural numbers . But when I looked at trees, I saw them
Jan 213 min read


Jim Carrey Philosophy - universal perspective of life
"I used to be a guy experiencing the universe but now the universe is experiencing a guy. " What can I say, it shook me when I heard Jim Carrey when he spoke these words in an interview. How much an actor, an impersonator, an entertainer can know about life. But here it is evidence to the fact that Jim is not build from ordinary material. He seems to be a supernatural being, a monk who lives in Hollywood. This is not the only thing he had said about life, if you read the part
Jan 203 min read


Qualia and Red.
Qualia : The Definition Marrium Webster The term "qualia" refers to instances of subjective, conscious experience . It is derived from the Latin word "quālis," meaning "of what kind" or "of what sort." Examples of qualia include sensations like the taste of food or the color of an object. The word fascinated me for a good couple of days. So, here I am writing about it. In fact, many articles I have written in the past, was about this phenomenon called Qualia. Yet, I did not u
Jan 193 min read


Inspiration is Perishable - Why you should take immediate action.
Inspiration is Perishable - Naval Ravikant If you are a procrastinator Like me all my life, this is good advice from Philosopher Naval Ravikant. I follow this angel investor from Silicon Valley for some time, who has a bit of taste in philosophy. He doesn't talk you 1000 steps to become wealthy person. But he might give a 20-minute talk in a podcast like an artist who would paint a mural on a wall perfect in every sense. Where you can stare at it for hours until you absorb ev
Jan 193 min read


How to overcome Boredom?
"Boredom is the Means and ways to Novelty and Creativity." What are the unusual places you get bored? I often Get bored, in usual and unusual places. Sometimes, I do not want to wake up from the bed. Going to work every weekday can be overwhelmingly boring, if you just have to put caps, on bottles, Or have to wait for a customer to arrive for you to sell something. But if you ask me, I will say I might get bored in a crowded party. When others drink wine and talk about variou
Jan 183 min read


Existance is invisible as we are blinded by the words of abstraction
The fundemental question anyone should try to answer in life is "Who am I?" Nothing comes out from life without getting answer to this question. Simply there is no point getting out of bed and eating your breakfast if you do not know who you are and why you are here. I am not talking about every label which adds to your name including the name itself. You, can be a successful lawyer, a criminal, a teenager, and adult, a painter a brick layer, an athiest, a Thiest or a priest.
Jan 153 min read


Happiness in the calander and paradox of effort.
I was walking inside my room. In mindfulness. Noticing silence, embracing the present moment. Of course I did not think about it like that during the time I was doing it. I was thinking about that after, when I wrote about it. During the process of mindfulness I wasn't expecting anything in return. What can a life give you other than awareness of it? It is the new-year 2026. Everyone has new objectives. Everyone wants to be something. Hence Everyone is living. Have you ever t
Jan 133 min read


Why Mind is The best place to Hide something?
When I first had this thought in might, it felt paradoxical and even little bit poetic. I am not sure what will come out of this. But, let's explore above statement like a Theist would do. Imagine you have something to hide. Something, you would like to keep to yourself. And you need this thing so hidden that nobody in 1000 years would reach this. And what would be a safe place that nobody can reach? Is it top of a mountain in Himalayas? Or is it in depths of Mariana Trench?
Jan 43 min read


Alcohol and Drugs And the Art of Disappearing.
Disclaimer : This article discuss philosophical question of Existence. Neither it promote, Nor it gives solutions to alcohol addiction. Seek professional Help if that is your problem. It often fascinates me why People take alcohol. I am not talking about drinking a Pint of beer daily, to help with sleeping or something. I am talking about who drink like a Fish. Obviously some goes to sleep and others would talk through their Hats, all night, Mostly about problems of life, and
Jan 43 min read


Standalone Happiness - and Paradox of Work Life.
Standalone Happiness I was looking at a Cricket match. Before the formal coin flip Toss, the two teams were introduced. And all the Playing 11 in each group were displayed on screen. Pakistan vs India. Although I wasn't focused on the Players, Because I was not focused on the Players, I saw that there is a similarity in both groups. Except them being males, I saw some of them were smiling in each group, while others were not. 4 or 5 of the men in Each group, were smiling, sho
Jan 33 min read
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